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I got the time to kill but I wouldn't grow out my beard No I wouldn't hold up my beers cause that's not me
2.
I’m gonna write a song and name it things that I should sing I never wanna talk ever again but I’ll give in to say what Kenny should’ve said We’re every chocolate bird stationed patient on a fence And sudden thumps they scare us into flying crying over all the perched and dirt we left In quiet smile I dream of a crock catching and hatching me Felt melting my crackling outside so’s to expose my guts all gooey Yet, in everstatic I squeeze, bracing and beg “please, please, don’t hurt me” Gonna paint on the insides of my eyelids “From what I hide and what I seek is always free” So I pulled at all my chains until I finally was unglued And now the gravity has switched to me and under all this weight I finally feel a truth I can never kill the me that lives inside of you I love you so I have to let you go and you can finally take a walk in your own shoes I’m not about to crack you open, that’s not my paradise to play Though my outsides are broken I ask you to quell my tempt and never paint The entropic heat of all my innards keep me warm but I’ll always ask you to stay And keep the company to my cool roof From what I hide and what I seek is always me
3.
You didn’t wear a costume today And all of the ghosts and ghouls Swarmed around you Staring at a house you once were in And your kin there too You were a teardrop today And when you saw that the grass didn’t grow on this lawn anymore You just couldn’t stop being yourself You said you couldn’t help yourself you said I held it in for as long I could But from here on this street we are points on a plane Infinitely far apart It seems we’ll never see each other ever again And me on the other side of town Singing because I saw someone I barely know But could mean something to me someday And I’m happy my friend’s happy for me And where did my dream go, a ghost you probably passed On your way to your confirmation Yes, you too are human Yes, you sir are human And her walking next to him again A friendship rejoiced in words and the swapping of kisses I’m blinded by its beauty something I’ve always wanted And something you might miss a love you never got to tell them Just how much they meant to you But thousands of miles poses a problem But from farther away we are points on a plane Infinitely close together Touching each one another, and I’m right next to you
4.
Where I can't sleep is where Kim said that I should sleep No playing guitar in the dark there Reserve the stage right side of bed For my comfy green pillow But that takes too much will power The cure to sleepless Just rollover to the other To waste time in my conscious mind So I won't have another 10 mile barely awake car-ride Where I can't sleep is where Kim said this months ago I know she's right but I still do nothing And half the morally good things I skip Aren't done because of my lazy life Awareness of this doesn't just change it
5.
All teethy smiles it seems, shy dog eyes reflecting shy dog eyes We are mirrors and our pupils are glossy with chilly tears drawn from sailing bikes Out of mouth comets a light and we share it Each a puzzle piece tearing for fun and panting at trying so hard I'd let you have it if you want but we both know it makes us wag To tense up and let go, so face facts So it goes, don't let go of your hair So it grows, don't let go of your teeth So it shows, don't let go And when the time comes ask it for a chance It might make you beg, so learn your trick and tell him "I won't take no" Our masters are walking, our legs are awkward I am talking the release of a dog backwards barking, a jargonish banter (Juggernaut panther) Our mouths are moving, our hands are distant I am wincing at a sun I am not used to seeing, we kiss too often in darkness And an absence that is filling your stomach and questions I sometimes need answered But I don't mind when I'm close I see a craving in your dilation And I agree and I am screaming it back at you in your own reflection
6.
Back down to the beach where I put my ear to a shell that still housed a sand crab I listened for the ocean but only heard the whisper of its presence, and it sang its song to my ear I’d much rather listen to the ocean than ever hear her again But I put my lips to the seashell that still housed the sand crab I kissed a girl who didn’t kiss me back And I fell for the feeling that is fleeting in the midst of the ocean I asked you to let me I asked you to let me I asked you to show me I asked you to show me What I was missing Through kissing I mistook bullshit for buried treasure and so I chased the scent of gilded guilt-ridden words written on pretty pink paper
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Hearing hinders feeling wind on your unknowingly cold face Didn't know it but your face is frozen now I know if I were deaf I'd bike through a hurricane Just to feel that no sound scrape across my ears A soaking seat ain't fun Unless you're soaked as well Hearing hinders feeling wind on your unknowingly cold face
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He does nothing to prevent the inevitable Even though he knows surely early on its way it’s coming I would like to share my Twizzlers But I know he would take them all he’s all he’s got a care affair for You’re a dick You make me sick And I can’t find a reason to stick with you, we miss you
9.
I wanna bike real far and drop my body in a park and pant until I'm calm enough to say "I'm fine" And know that there's another body bathing in the summer peach next to mine Then fall asleep half eyed and dumb smiled in the breeze under a rotten orange sky Spit in the river, watch the worst parts of me disperse; change into good, become sundried Into the sound and then spread out, kiss a hundred fish Never make a wish Each day to a passerby say good day I want to lick my lips and fly fast down a hill and cling to my wet tee shirt and sing along With a tapping of The summer rain; to throw my socks into the trash and find a lawn And run through a sprinkler Still be drinking water Find a good field; lie down in it; count clouds, squint to their passing Dry off in the shaking hair and pedaled motion; always up for ice cream Feel my knee scrapes and forearms in the wind of my pedaled motion Shoulders always warm Never hold on tight Each morning to the sun say good morning and mean it Each night to the friend say goodnight and mean it
10.
Keep your face in the tunnel of my eye I no longer have peripheral rest Please don't rest though Your bird's head turn will make me jealous Keep your phone dry, mine's a little sick So my sight might not stay in tune When you're gone so long My lack of effort makes you jealous Keep your face in the tunnel of my eye Noticing things I should have before With my blue I watch Your green stare doesn't make me nervous Keep your friend first, am I still a risk? Though this four-pack crayons shift her thinking On my notebook Secret date plans maybe makes her nervous Keep your face in the tunnel of my eye Your green stare doesn't make me nervous And forget "at this moment I feel as if..." 'Cause I know we'll stay in each other's focus A confident reassurance
11.
You popped a pill and saw a god I rode a bike And I felt the breeze pass me by and I cried for you I’ve got my worries in a headlock on the edge of the summer And I’m screaming “Don’t fuck this up Greg, you only live once” But as soon as danger’s face is facing me I face the sky and pretend I don’t know you And still today I see the same cloud ribbon gift wrapped heaven as I used to I wanna rip the sky open like Christmas morning children do I wanna rip the sky open and see what makes it rain, and shine, and raise, and ruin I wanna rip the sky open and see Into an empty parking lot, a cloudy sky, and a werewolf moon Into a growing vastness that has come too soon Into my growing bones that will become me too Into Impatient frustration on empty hands It starts all stepping out of the snow and I can’t help but give it away And I can’t keep myself from being taken away And still today I see the same cloud ribbon gift wrapped heaven as I used to I wanna rip the sky open like Christmas morning children do I wanna rip the sky open like Christmas morning children do I wanna rip the sky open and see what makes it rain, and shine, and raise, and ruin I wanna rip the sky open and see Into an empty parking lot, a cloudy sky, a werewolf moon A note I can’t stop reading, friends that will be leaving me soon And the reasons I’m changing with the change that surrounds me and you
12.
I fell in love far away from my lover And my heart was healed I will be good forever When I fell in love I sank in Lisa’s cushion I fell in Love on a couch You weren't there So I told Rob It was so Made me cry Made us sing Stole Lisa's Ukulele And drove a while Had to sing Woke me up Made me smile Made Matt clap His hands to dance Inside A car never Felt so close To the sky I wish I was higher Ken plays till His fingers bleed His clumsy plucks Atop the nylon strings Rob he Almost got us killed Hands danced the wheel And turned in swervy swings I wish he did For all I care I want To watch Landing below I never wanted More to die Right there Driving down The road I fell in Love then Fell asleep In my head Driving down the road
13.
Took a trip around the universe Laying on a hilltop IMAX sky I learned all about your black and white stripes And how they affect me And my body high And great glass elevator glances And you hoping I know how to laugh at all that awkwardness I did After James Earl Jones briefed us on our Outer space task yeah we did what he asked And as a reward got to travel the world In fields so real, zebras everywhere Sit and stare at our separate infatuations We are only there, only we are there Then the invitations to a fancy walrus party From a set of tusks in a monocle and top hat We were so inclined to go But the intercom, it brought us back to life In the funny panic of being trapped We way too quickly found our people friends It always goes so fast and I wonder if you wonder what my favorite animal is

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released August 15, 2009

o Recorded and engineered by We The Chocolate Sparrow
o Album art by Ken Korb
o Additional help: Sandcrab: Vocals from Frankie Piccirillo.

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